Sunday, April 1, 2007

Life.... Continued....

26/03/-7

Can't exactly say that I once again have the pen in my hand, let's just say that the keys under my fingers... ok, lame joke...

The reactions that I have received to a few decisions that I have made in the past few days have got me thinking again. I am not quitting poetry, I am just taking a break from it for now. I am in search for new inspirations.

A funny thing happened today, I realized that the best and also the worst thing about knowing the future is that you can change it. As some people know, I had my ways of finding out a little about the future and these details I shared with a few people. I made a lot of important decisions in my life based on these believes. Today, in continuation of it all, I asked for the final sign regarding her and I realized that having known some things about the future, I had ended up doing stuff and altering my destiny. Things that were supposed to happen shall not happen at all now and this news is a HUGE relief for me. I can finally truly move on.

Yes, I have hurt a few people based on these believes although I didn't want to and today I want to say Sorry for one last time. And I want to thank anyone and everyone who has ever been there for me, owe you all a lot.

Getting back to the subject, life has taught me a lot and I wish to be able to share it all with others someday, maybe try and stop someone else from repeating my mistakes. In short, I am a different being today.

So, thank you life and above all, thank You Allah for everything...

Watch out for me
Cause I am coming back...

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