Dilemma

Kindly excuse the rustiness, been a long while since I last wrote anything...

17-09-2010
Dilemma (by Ahmad Babar):
Just as it starts to seem that the dust is about to settle
Life takes another turn and pushes me towards a new battle
This is not what I came here for
This is not what I bargained
My life's been a slow demise
I wonder what I've gained
It doesn't seem like a lot
Its starting to look like I've lost
I could maybe change my path
But I wonder how much more will it cost?
I no longer have the strength for another setback
Maybe I shouldn't have left when I had it all
Greed's the Devil's child
It makes all of us fall
But, I never learnt to give up
I don't know how to say goodbye
Whichever path I choose now
I promise you won't ever see me cry